My hatred for blogging my thought process

I find blogging my thought process and synthesis very difficult. To me it is like trying to describe a complex emotion. I feel it and think it naturally so trying to explain it or transcribe it for others is very difficult and I can't seem to get into the habit of it. It makes my life very stressful and I can say that most blogging is forced to me. I understand it's significance but I dont like it.